Maybe the stories has end

Matobelkoe...

Times goes by, and sure the time can do so much...
I have tried to get your heart back, but seems that your heart has ben closed for me..you said that you don't want me anymore, you said that my turn has end, you said that you've fall in love with someone new...someone you think a lot better than me...yes I know, I know that I'm gonna loose you...

And now the stories has end...the journey has finished...and the book should be closed...
It is really breaking my heart to find that you not love me anymore...the worst nightmare I ever had... i wish i can wake up from this dream...

Mam,
I'm gonna miss all the way we did...I'm gonna miss the way you love me, gonna miss the way you kiss me, the way you hug me..and for sure I'm gonna miss the times when you're lying in my arm during the night on the wonderful night....
And also I'm gonna miss your morning kiss by phone, your goodnight kiss and all your sweet words....

But now, all is gone...it's not belong to me any longer...why you should take it away from me? that's the only treasures I had, and know it's taken away ???

Mam,

After all of those things taken away from me, can i get one simple request ? please let me come and see you...just wanna hold your hand and looking deep inside to your eyes and maybe you can give me a goodbye kisses...? I know that I'm mean nothing to you as you already have someone new, but please it's mean everything to me....

Finally and finally the stories should be end, and for you it doesn't matter it's gonna end on a good or bad way...but it will better if we can close the book in a good way...we don't know what is God's plan for us...may be one day we can open the book again and we can start to write a brand new stories...a better one...Insya Allah... I just can pray for that...

Mam, if something goes wrong in your life, and you need someone to rely and share, you know how and where to find me...

Good bye love, good bye my darlin' and good bye my matobel...wishes all the best for you mamaku sayang...

With all my love

Patobel


note:
mam, ini ada lagunya air supply yang kita beli di mataram kemaren...ini jadi temen akrab papa dalam melewati hari..


HERE I AM

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside


So there's no sense pretending
My heart it's not mending

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh, baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without you


On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain


I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you


Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without
Go on without
It's just no good without you


Without you, without you, without you
Oh baby, those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without, you