LOVE LETTER FOR MATOBEL

28 May 2007
Matobel...
Tulisan ini adalah curahan hatiku yang paling dalam buatmu, tak pandai aku merangkai kata buatmu..namun isinya tulus dan tiada maksud lain di dalamnya selain rasa takut yang amat sangat kehilangan dirimu...
Tulisan ini aku buat di malam di mana dirimu dan diriku tidak dapat memejamkan mata, dan hanya mampu mengeluarkan air mata...saat itu ingin aku peluk erat dirimu, pandangi wajahmu dan menangis bersamamu...

Semoga kita mampu melalui semua rintangan ini mam....

LOVE OF MY LIFE

We do believe that you guys already knowing us as a couple, and even some of you tought that we've been married...( hopefully we can make it...)

We do want to be a forever couple, but it is not an easy way to go...away too long..
we've been facing everything together for the last 2 years... laughter, cries, happiness and sadness...just name it...then we found that we are not strong enough...

For the last few days, we were became a stranger for each other, we were shouting, and try to blame each other....oh God...we forgot that we were talking to the one that we love so much...God please forgive and help us...

Tonight.. I can't sleep...thinking about everything that we've been done for last 2 years... why all the good things should end up and gone because one big fucki'n EGO..??? it is not worthed...OH MY GOD help me through the night!!! won't believe that is over... tonight, Air Supply is my life saver..!!!

and tomorrow...I will talk to you again with my heart only...no more screaming, no more hurt feeling...only love...oh my dearest one, I just realize how much I love and miss you...

Matobel , Thanks for the good time that we've been sharing together...you will always on my heart, and always on my mind...
I know this is a very sad sad way to express how much it's gonna hurts us..

I pray the Lord, hopefully we can get a strength to pass the hard time... keep on walking my love, my tobel, my matobel...keep on walking with me side by side....and just for you to know, my love for you is never ending and I will hold your hand tight and never let you go....
for everybody who know us... thanks for everything...


Dessy - Heru